This writing is dedicated to my own heart that now feeling apart with
its energy. I remember someday my mother said that to live this life is about
keep growing our hopes. It is exactly correct to having this feeling now. I’d
like to tell that sometimes my heart feels so cloudy. For the way that we have chosen
the right to be through, it is not always simple about commited to it
consistantly. Yoo.. this perhaps the challenge. And ofcourse a strong power
i’ve been trying to survive cuz i believe that this is the right way. But do i
get my happiness? Normatively i should be happy, but whats going on when it
doesn’t work by expectation? Inshallah its matter doesn’t lie on the chosen way
i’ve made. So, the point that i want to tell is that i just realize that what i
was doing by that time has been a lost soul. Which soul i meant is ‘h o
p e’. When i look back at all
that happened, i forgot that i did not bring a hope inside. Hope will bring any
happiness because it gains some energy. When about trying to bring the hope, it
indicates that we knowing exactly why we do it. So all of our dedications,
hardworks, and intention will not be useless. This will differences us with a
robbot. Anyway, the bad news is now im
losing my hope L... and... and im trying to get it
back by reunite little bit of hope to get my smile back ofcourse. Why does the
hope important to be noticed? Let me give any analogy. It is like an energy as
what i said at first that will be the source of strength to drive everything.
For example, one of the causal factor that cause of losing hope is being tooo
busy and too focus over the troubles rather than trying to find out the
solution. It sounds like naturally happen to almost all of us but be realized
or not it will make our spirit getting faded slowly. And the impact is we
become careless toward our real purpose in this life. Which it means that our
hopes are extinguished. So the solution that i could obtain by learning of my
own problems here is about fixing our heart. Sometimes give a second to
yourself to ask seriously about do we really happy about doing that? I dont
mean that we can do everything we want without care about which is right or
wrong. But when we have sured by our decision, look back and check it out some
times to having the right intention. I believe we’ll get a satisfactory
feedbacks inshaallah.
Tuesday, 12 May 2015
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